Taylor Swift is in her Cᴀssie from Euphoria era.

Despite the ongoing discourse surrounding her rumored relationship with The 1975 frontman Matty Healy, Swift says she’s never, ever been happier. During another Eras Tour rain show on May 20, Swift gave a rare update about how she’s been feeling to over 60,000 fans in Foxborough, Mᴀssachusetts.

“Oh my gosh, this is insane,” she said before performing “Questions…?” from the Midnights album as one of the night’s surprise songs. “I kinda just feel like telling you, I don’t know, I’ve just never been this happy in my life—in all aspects of my life—ever before.”

She continued, “I just want to thank you for being a part of that. I don’t know, it’s not just the tour. I just sort of feel like my life feels like it finally makes sense. So, I thought I’d play this song, which brings me a lot of happy memories.”

As one fan commented on a TikTok video of the speech, “That is more personal info than we have gotten from her in 9 years 😂.”

A lot’s going on at the moment for Taylor Swift, who embarked on a mᴀssive stadium tour in March 2023. Less than a month later, news broke that the 33-year-old pop star split from Joe Alwyn after six years together. Fans were only given a few weeks to spiral over breakup rumors and Swifts’ friends unfollowing Alwyn on social media before Swift allegedly rebounded to a much more controversial Englishman.

On May 3, The Sun reported that Swift and Healy were “madly in love” before he promptly flew all the way from the Philippines to watch Swift perform in Nashville on May 5. Swift has since been spotted with Healy multiple times this month, a stark departure from her notoriously private relationship with Alwyn.

While many Swifties are unhappy with the pairing given Healy’s history of problematic statements and controversies, the 34-year-old musician doesn’t seem to be going anywhere. And though I’m hesitant to connect Swift’s recent statement to one man—she also recently announced Speak Now (Taylor’s Version) is dropping in July—she did say she’s “never been this happy” in all aspects of her life.

Furthermore, she specifically said the song “Questions…?” brings back happy memories. While Swift and Healy’s rumored relationship reportedly did not begin until after her breakup, Healy confirmed that he worked with Swift on Midnights, which was released in October 2022. Though their collaboration did not make the album’s final cut, is it possible she’s reminiscing about their time recording together?

Let’s just say, I have a lot of Questions.